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I couldn't be any happier at the moment,I finally got a new job!No more serving tables for Jessy anymore I got a real j.o.b.,no offense to anyone who may be a server but i did that shit for 5 years and it's no career.Granted it is awesome money given the right place but there are things such as benefits one needs especially having a child and another on the way.
So what's the job you may be asking well i am everybody's favorite,a bill collector.I start off making 10 dollars an hour PLUS commission and i'm working with my sister.The commission part is awesome because i can pull in thousands of dollars on TOP of my regular check a month.One of my managers(which is effin hot,can we say eyecandy)said it's a difference of making anywhere from 40 to 100 thousand a year depending on how good i'm at it.
It's gonna be a big change driving on the highway to a big office building and working at a desk at a 9 to 5 job but i'm sooo excited.I start training on monday which means i'll get a check the following week which kicks ass.I need to go shopping for some cute business attire.Anyways i am now going to call everyone and their mother to tell them the news!!!! :D
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[03 Jan 2004|06:05pm] |
Last night i dreamt i was in That 70's Show and i got it on with Hide,which reminds me check out my new layout...muchos grassyass to RC (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) agentmoosha007) i still have to tweak some of the colors and comment links,if you don't have the right resolution it will look like poop.Then this morning i was woken up to breakfast in bed by my boyfriend,that was nice.
As for my New Year's i had a lot of fun,much more then i thought considering i'm pregnant but i did celebrate with a little wine and yes that's perfectly harmless.I had my new digi cam with so i have pics from it for you guys to see.
( New Year's Eve )
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[25 Jun 2003|12:49pm] |
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hey everyone i'm sorry i haven't been able to comment on your journals lately,life's a bit hectic at the moment.i'm getting situated here at my mom's house now that i've completley moved out of my old place.i promise i'll be back on a consistant basis in the next few days and i'll have a full post on my birthday and hopefully i'll get the digital camera i borrowed back to get the pics on here for you all to see.i actually have a few because my good friend alyse made me a photo album with pictures from 2 out of the 3 nights we went out for my birthday.those pictures aren't nearly as good as the digi cam one's though.anyways gotta go and take care of some things and maybe lay out if i get a chance.
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So i thought i'd post a non pic post for a change since i haven't in like over a month.
Random thought.
Since when did it become human nature for people to be jealous and possesive over their significant other?I for one can admit in my day i was also guilty as such but shit people is it really any fun,i can answer this one for you..NO it's not.
There are the few that may actually have good reason to be jealous and possesive and those are the ones that have been fucked over by their partner and though they may have good reason to be the way they are that doesn't make up for the ignorance of staying with someone who you obviously do not trust.i dismiss all teenagers though because that's just apart of the whole high school relationship drama and we know we all have been there done that but my god,grown 20 something year old adults????
I spent almost my entire 2 1/2 year relationship with my daughters father jealous and possesive and can honestly tell you almost the whole time we were together i was unhappy.how can you be happy when your always fighting about where their going,what their doing,who their with.how can you be happy when their out and in the back of your head all you can do is torment yourself by thinking their out fucking or messing around with god knows who.it's just not possible people,your fucking miserable and you know it so why not gtfo and move on with your life because it's easier said then done,right?fuck i'll be the first to admit that is true but how long is it worth being miserable or unhappy because your "comfortable".yup there you have it kids thee all too familiar and famous "but i'm comfortable" excuse,it's lame already and is overly used by too many people.the fact of the matter is you don't have the balls to say "fuck off,im out".
If this comes off as bitchy and directed towards anyone your fuckin paranoid because this was a completley random rant.a friend and i were actually shooting the shit(ahaha,i don't think i've ever said that before) and our convo kinda sparked this post i guess.
on a different note my birthday is in 10 days and for those of you that don't already know i'm going to be 21 =D.woot.my plans for that weekend are fucking off the hook and i'll allow you to be jealous cuz fuck if i weren't me i'd be jealous too.seriously though i have 3 nights set aside to party specifically for my birthday and the night after my birthday is the one i'm most excited about.me and 21 of my friends rented a stretch SUV for the night and are taking it into the city(chicago) to this club 720.we are all meeting at this bar i use to work at before we go to start the night off then the limo picks us up from there and off we go.the limo has a fully stocked bar and is all pimped out inside with all these crazy lights and shit.OMG my outfit is so effin cute i can't even handle it,im wearing a short pink jean skirt and i mean it's fucking short and this pimp ass kinda see through top but not too see through and some sexy ass heels.i'm gonna have my friend shannon who's in hair school do something cute but funky to my hair so i'm gonna look fly. =D
tis all i have to say..adieu.
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[06 Jun 2003|11:57pm] |
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the epitomy of cuteness....
( Read more... )
yes me and my daughter are cam whores,get over it. ;)
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[04 Jun 2003|04:56pm] |
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okay i am demanding everyone to go look at my new BG right now,it is the fuckin shiznit.i love my friggin new icon too..heh.
lovely_mistake designs kids it's the only way to go,kaycee rocks my socks. =D
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alyse,lauren,and me :D
more to come.....
well i suppose i'll update since i have the time too.generally speaking life is great as it almost always is.yesterday i went to waubonsee college and started taking my placement tests for my G.E.D.,i figured it's about damn time to get it already.no,im not one of those loser dropouts i am actually pretty damn smart i was always an honor student in school.that is till i got a little more into high school and decided i had better things to do then be there.for awhile i was even on the dance team but getting high and partying with my friends was more important to me then getting my education at that time.anyway i did well on the test,i placed on the first level for the first part of it and only got one wrong and the second part which was math,not my cup of tea,i placed on the second level.there's like 5 levels or something and from what i hear they changed the test because it was too easy before but if you ask me i felt like i was back in 3rd grade that test was a walk in the park.so after i finished there i went to the aurora country club to pick up an application so we'll see how things go in that direction.honestly i wanna wait till im 21 which is in june to look for a job,that way i can get a job wherever i want but i don't think i can wait till then to have money in my pocket but we'll see how things go.
well tis all for now,stay tuned folks for more pics though.i have to resize them they are too big,they are from the same night as the top pic some of my favorites. :)
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[28 Apr 2003|06:30pm] |
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no other excuse for this post then pure boredom and the fact that i've come across results of this quiz on a couple different lj's.oh yea and might i add i scored higher then everyone else's i've seen...heh. :D
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yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! so me and my best friend got new piercings we have been dying to get for quite some time now,i got my labret done and she got both her nipples pierced.i'll be posting pics of mine sometime later when i have a moment so stay tuned......
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well i know i don't type much in this thing anymore anyways but im taking an lj break.no reason's imparticular besides the fact that i have a very busy life and very little time for this,i got me a new job and everything :D..plus it's finally consistantly warm out which means BBQ's at all kinds of my friends 24/7 and of course my most important priority of all,my daughter.oh yea and im moving back home pretty soon here so it's time to start packin my shit and starting all over again.im so excited for this summer i know im gonna have the time of my life because im the last of my friends to turn 21.i don't know i just feel real good about things in my life right now,it's hard to put it exactly into words but im happier then i've ever been in a long time.there is one thing right now i wish i could change though but that is something someone else has to do for himself and i know in life you must live and learn so one of these days i know that situation will be better.i know you read this and i know you know that im talking about you and just know that im always here for you and always will be so whenever you decide to fix what is obviously broke call me.im not saying you can't till then but i know until you do you won't be aloud too.i wish you only the best and i know this is all for your daughters sake which i can respect that but step back and look at the bigger picture and realize that she doesn't have to go anywhere to fix the problem at hand but like i said you live and learn and this will just be another life experience i hope you learn from.i tried you know i did as much as she would like to make you believe i am not the instigator or "immature" one here,i am looking out for my friend,i hope you'd do the same kyle.i love you and your daughter no matter what decision you end up making but please kyle no 3 strikes your out bullshit,it isn't deserved...all you'll end up giving her is a 3rd chance to fuck up.i wish i could just talk to you about this in person, just you but i know that won't happen so this is my only real way to tell you these things.lastly don't you let this keep you from coming to lily's 3rd birthday party because kyle i know your a better person then that.remember kyle........
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well my pal flavia posted how she was gonna see House of a 1000 Corpses tonight and it just so happens so am i :D.me and like 98765976 of my friends are going and getting tickets in advance so that it doesn't sell out.im gonna wear one of my daughters diapers just in case i shit or piss myself because that movie looks skuuuuurry.
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well hey there,hi there,ho there :D...i've finally decided to update a little and btw thanx everyone for your comments,i miss all you guys too.life's been quite a bit busy lately but in a great way.i have to say i have the greatest most loyal group of friends ever,i wouldn't trade any of them for the entire universe.i won't go into much detail about the last couple weeks but let's just say i've gotten to spend an enormous amount of time with all my friends and it's been a blast.
i will tell you about a couple of nights last week though.well march 18th my very close friend alyse turned 21(lucky bish) and there were about 20 of us who had dinner at this nice ass restaurant called Key Wester for it.let me tell you what the greatest thing about that night was,the server didn't fuckin card me :D..woop woop..so of course i had to take much advantage of this rare occurance and booz it up like the true lush that i am(j/k).so anyway i had a few chocolate martinis and those drinks tasted like pure fuckin sex..oh so damn delicious..well if you don't drink martinis or know what a martini can do to you lemme explain,they knock you on your ass.i ended up getting pretty toasted then going back to my boy jesse's and drinkin some more.another highlight of that night may seem gay to you but wtf ever it was when we were all in the car most of us pretty tipsy (no the driver was not drunk) and we were all singing our hearts out to every song we heard like a bunch of drunk fucks but hey it was hilarious.
then a couple of days after that our good friend "papa" as we like to call him,took us all out for dinner at a very nice place called emilio's tapas in wheaton.for those of you who don't know what tapas means it's spanish for appetizers.it's a theme restaurant where everyone one orders a dish then passes it around so everyone gets a taste.let me give you an example of some of the stuff i ate which let me tell you i never in my right mind thought i would ever eat.we had duck,rabbit,squid and a bunch of other crazy shit i thought i would never let enter my mouth.i was very surprised at how much i enjoyed some of the food too because im very much a junk food chick who doesn't try a lot of different things.i recommend duck(sorry flavi) to anyone who hasn't tried it before,it's fuckin delicious.so on top of all the food we ordered 4 bottles of good wine,white and red.once again i was not carded but no complaints here :D.i'm not a big wine drinker so i was sittin there chuggin it like it was a bottle of beer..lol..and yes got fucked up.duck is great when it first goes down but believe me not when it comes back up,yes i puked during the ride home.hey im a trooper though when we got back to jesse's i played the drinkin games with everyone else.oh yea!!!! papa hadn't given me my christmas present yet so i got it that night and it was this beautiful fuckin badass silver watch,i loooooove it and then he gave me noelle's gift and it was this cute ass spring dress with a cute lil hat to go with.did i mention already how much i love my friends :D????
well little pumpkin butts i hope my long awaited entry was somewhat entertaining if not then poo on you.i must be getting ready now because it's friday and it's time to partay.
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well sorry everyone for not commenting lately,i've been one busy gal.so anyway tonight will be the first night in 3 days that i will be sleeping in my own bed.
friday night i went over rachael's and we watched The Ring and whether you believe me or not i swear that i didn't think it was scary.yes,granted i did jump a couple of times but overall the movie just wasn't what i expected.now take the movie Signs or instance,i almost pissed myself 98567267 times i was sooo freakin scared.i don't know,which movie do you guys think is scarier????
saturday was one fun and crazy ass night,my boy jesse had yet another big ass party,as usual i got crazy drunk and had a blast.though there was this one female with 3 of her lil girlfriends earlier that night had made some smartass comment to me when she was walking out of the bathroom.from that point on we were stairing each other down the whole night,till she finally approached me,big gigantic no no on her part.when we were both upstairs we started stairing each other down again and then she asked "do you have a problem with me,why did you call me a slut?"..well first off i don't know what that broad was smoking but i never called her a slut.so i said "i didn't call you a slut,i called you a dumb bitch,big difference"..then i said "but if you want me too call you a slut i can slut,so now i just did,you happy?"well after all that most of my friends knew that it was time to kinda split us up and go about our business,heh didn't happen that way.one of the girls friends threw her beer at me and well i didn't take that quite so well and niether did my sister.of course though my friend jason(jesse's roommate) who was standing there the whole time this was going on grabbed me when i went after the girl and wouldn't let me go.this chick threw her beer at me and ran straight out the back door -shakes head-..dumb little girl..so anyway while jason was bear hugging me while i was trying to get him off of me,my sis runs after the girl and punches her in the back and then her friend ryan grabbed her..lol..the 3 other girls also made their escape right after their little friend out the back door.then everyone else at the party was like "their gone,their gone, you can let her go" so he did and i ran straight out the back door to the parking lot looking for them and yes they were gone..now understand this im not the type of chick who wants to fight over stupid ass shit like someone giving you a dirty look,that's not me.you have to give me a damn good reason to wanna fight you and throwing a beer at me is one of them.so now my right arm is all bruised to hell from being held so tight by jason,fun fun.these girls are not aloud over jesse and jason's anymore because of the stupid stunt they pulled and well frankly because those are my boys and messing with me just wasn't a great idea.
well sunday was a blast as well,the close group of friends partied at jesse's..those are a lot of the times funner then the big ass parties cuz it's just the crew.we all sat at the table and half of them played spades and me and a couple others played our famous drinking game "moose".i ended up controlling the game and getting jesse and mary fuckin wasted,i don't think i've ever seen jesse that drunk before..so i ended up passing out there because driving just wouldn't have been a smart idea.
then last night i chilled at my sisters because she went to the store and bought dinner.that was pretty straight we ate chicken fajitas,yum yum.today i had to take noelle to the doctor because she has a lil ear infection :(.this is her first ear infection ever which is very good for her age, the doctor was surprised to hear she has never had one.never the less my poor baby girl is sick so i'm not too happy about that.
okay well im all typed out so tis all for now.
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so today me,mary,and rachael went on a mission to find me the boots i've been dreaming about.well no such luck in that department,apparently the new boot style that's "in" is pointy ass toed boots.no thanx,i'd rather not have the same shoes as the wicked witch of the west or was it the east..*shrugs*..i nunno,anyway we shopped at every freakin entire store there was possible.i'm just gonna go back to journey's the shoe store and order them,like the lady said i could do.
so after the mall thing we went to the grocery store and bought a ton of food,took it back to rachael and kyle's and pigged out...i mean pigged out..we attempted to watch a movie but lily(mary's toddler) was bouncing off the walls from kyle feeding her mountain dew.so the movie didn't happen and mary and i headed home.
when we were driving back to my house a cop pulled behind the car and started following us.mary started trippin because she has an expired sticker so she didn't want to get a fine.well the cop kept getting closer and closer to us so we knew he was gonna pull us over any minute.surprise surprise,he turns on his lights so we pull over.he came to the window and asks for all the routine shit and keeps looking over at me every five seconds,i had no problems with this because he was a mighty damn fine lookin cop.i thought he was looking at me to see if he could tell whether i was fucked up or not and no for once i was 110% sober.then mary started arguing about how her insurance was valid and blah blah because it said it was expired on her thingy.he asked her if she knew why he pulled her over and she said "yes because of my sticker".he said "yes,that's one and the other is you have a troublemaker in your passenger seat".i thought wtf and looked at his face then at his name tag and i was like "no fucking way!".this cop was the same guy that use to work at my high school and i had the biggest fuckin crush known to man on him.not only did he look good then but he looks damn good now,actually much much better.so we bullshitted for a minute and went our seperate ways,i still can't believe he recognized me.. *sighs*..all i can say is "isn't he dreamy".
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noelle is soo freakin cute..i said give me a hug noelle and so she gives me one but it's soo cute cuz she pats your back while she's doing it..anyway i said thank you to her for giving me the hug and she said "thank youuu" back :D.she's a little parrot these days i can't get enough of it.then i said noelle do you want a cookie and she said "cookie"..ahhhhh...she's never said cookie before,im such a proud mommy!!!
on a different note here's some silly quiz results.
 An unexpected bonus for just about every guy on the planet. He?s plowing you and you?re yelling for more. Talk dirty, talk cheap, scream his name, scream complete gibberish. No matter. You are the Mariah Carey of the bedroom and he loves every fucking syllable that spews from your luscious mouth. Maybe you?re the "Mary the Librarian" type by day. But by night, honey, watch out. The vocal chords let loose with everything your heart and mind have been thinking about all day long. What Cocktail Are You?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
i must admit,i am a screamer..heh
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*sings* im gettin my haaiir did,iim gettin my haaiir did.finally after a kijillion million years of waiting, i have a hair appointment friday at 10am.my lovely wonderful bestest boyfriend in the whole wide world is gettin it done for me :D.im so glad i don't have a cheap boyfriend like some people i know..hehe..im a spoiled little princess and must be treated as such..heh..so after i get it done i will be sure to post pics.
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okay,i didn't wanna give this broad the attention she craves and the attention her parents obviously never gave to her growing up but i guess i have to.well as if this chick and her companion didn't already prove what moronic fools they are,well this convo does..rofl
Roxeygurl21 [11:44 PM]: hi bitch
LuShiz BrUnette [11:44 PM]: rofl
LuShiz BrUnette [11:44 PM]: hey there
LuShiz BrUnette [11:44 PM]: can i help you?
LuShiz BrUnette [11:45 PM]: i guess not
Roxeygurl21 [11:45 PM]: no just wanted to say hi bitch
LuShiz BrUnette [11:45 PM]: okay
LuShiz BrUnette [11:45 PM]: hello :-)
Roxeygurl21 [11:48 PM]: have you talked to kerri
Roxeygurl21 [11:49 PM]: :-D
LuShiz BrUnette [11:49 PM]: was i suppose to?
Roxeygurl21 [11:49 PM]: hello
Roxeygurl21 [11:49 PM]: i don't know were u
LuShiz BrUnette [11:49 PM]: omfg
LuShiz BrUnette [11:49 PM]: rofl
Roxeygurl21 [11:49 PM]: is it that funny
LuShiz BrUnette [11:50 PM]: it's hilarious
Roxeygurl21 [11:51 PM]: you know you want to talk to her
LuShiz BrUnette [11:51 PM]: actually i wanna talk to her about as much as i wanna talk to you
LuShiz BrUnette [11:51 PM]: which is not at all
Roxeygurl21 [11:52 PM]: aww why don't you want to talk to me
Roxeygurl21 [11:52 PM]: u seem not to have a problem typing about me in your LJ
LuShiz BrUnette [11:53 PM]: okay your not even amusing like even a tiny bit so either be entertaing or be gone with you
LuShiz BrUnette [11:53 PM]: entertaining*
Roxeygurl21 [11:53 PM]: no i am funny and learn how to spell
LuShiz BrUnette [11:53 PM]: sweety...
LuShiz BrUnette [11:53 PM]: it's called a typo
LuShiz BrUnette [11:54 PM]: in your case it's called illiteracy
Roxeygurl21 [11:54 PM]: do u know what that word means
LuShiz BrUnette [11:54 PM]: no..lmao..enlighten me
LuShiz BrUnette [11:54 PM]: it's means more then not just being able to read
Roxeygurl21 [11:55 PM]: you shouldn't have typos you have no fingers to get in the way
LuShiz BrUnette [11:55 PM]: that one was almost good
LuShiz BrUnette [11:55 PM]: but not quite
LuShiz BrUnette [11:55 PM]: ;-)
maybe im wrong but wtf wrote about this douche bag in their journal,not me..well now i have. :D
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alright,so i finally have time to update my lj.i've been more busy fixing it every 10 seconds then posting in it.so i think it's all good and isn't messing up anymore,damn that was so fucking annoying.
so the past few days have been pretty decent,my weekend went well..i wish rachaels had too.friday was a get together at jesse's and as usual we played silly ass drinking games and got trashed.saturday was a chill night,i babysat my sister and stayed home with noelle.sunday,mary called me and wanted me to come over so we could get wasted and chill since we don't get to that much anymore.well mary and i ended up polishing off an entire bottle of vanilla dr.magilacuddy's within a couple hours and drank a few beers on top of that.my sis and anthony came by too and were just laughing at how drunk mary was..lol..i ended up getting pretty toasted but not nearly as much as mary.she ended up puking all night and when i came home the next morning i threw up myself..fun fun..so yesterday i was in bed all day with a bad hangover.tonite im on a mission to find those black leather knee high cum fuck me boots.so im just waiting on rachael to eat and tell me the word,if she doesn't come looks like im goin solo.
omg..yesterday noelle counted to 4!!!! she did it on her fingers and everything,she's soo freakin smart :D.i just got back from dropping her off at my moms and when i was leaving i said "bye bye noelle,i love you" she goes "byeee" and then i said "come give momma a kiss" and she walked to me and gave me a kiss on the lips :D. how freakin sweet is she,god i just wanna bite her she's soo damn cute.
blah..it's snowing out,what a crock of shit,i can't wait till this winter shit is allll over with.
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so yea something is either just really fucked up with my internet cuz it keeps doing wierd shit to me,or someone is fucking with my shit...ughh..i mean it's really not that big a deal,i can fix my lj and make it look like it did before..that's not the problem,the problem is i get tired of doing it over and over again..blah..so here's the thing if this shit keeps happening then i will be convinced it's "someone" fucking with my shit and i'll have to fuck with theirs back :D.
tis all.
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